hi 2011 bye 2010

okay now is 2011 one more year yill the end of the world <3
so everyone do the best you can start from today!
i know i say this every single year but i really want to achieve it..
not because it might be the end of the world next year but because i want to be a better me
for myself and the people around me (:

2010 was my happiest, saddest, most emotional, and plus with a punch of stuffs..
i met amazing people these years, became friends with people i used to be scared of..
i had alot of frist time i never expected..
first time on stage, first time working, first time letting go, first time didnt turn back, first time giving up so easily... i had the best

for everyone 2010 made a dramatic change in their lifes, it was one of the fastest year i had never been through.

for the people who left my life, i m glad that i met you in my life (: i always miss you, always see you somewhere when i look at something and walk pass somewhere that has the sign of our memories, when i hear things going on in your life from , i can not give you any surport or words but i know other people around you had already replace my spot give you strength to move on. maybe you think i had already forgoten everything in the pass, but believe me i didn't/ i just moved on but what left marks in my heart reminds behind. Theres no piont of asking you if you are happy right now? because i know you will be (: eventually will be so please be happy :D

for the people who are still standing right next to me. thank you for staying even you saw me walking away, saw me blocking your sight, saw me not trusting in the world, saw me pushing everyone away. thank you for seeing the very ugly side of me and still put your hands around me. you guys are the sweetest people i never met in my life. iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou. maybe i dont show it strongly but i really do.


if i really gona type out all my feeling towards 2010 is gona be like 1000000 pages long S:
2010 meant alot to me, to find out who i really can be and how to be stronger.

anyways thats a full stop for 2010. HI 2011 (: fighting. :D